Her Anxiety

There wasn't any graceful moment in her way
Every hour became escalate by the day

Found herself completely shattered
Became the victim of her own anxiety
Where it extracts from all the connectivity.

In every crowd found herself lonely
Must be something killing inside
Nothing she can decide.

Walked away to the sea
tend to soliloquize the speech
of her own.

Figuring out !!
Is that her overthinking gonna destroy?
Why she couldn't she divulge it out?
Living with a pam am smile isn't easy
But what if she can't let out her whimper?

Drowning herself & demented thoughts weren't Comprehensible
And doesn't seems easy like throwing the pebbles.

“Darkness “

The thing came across the universe

And was unpredicted which eyes meet with the darkest desire.

The World seems to roar and whining with this darkness.

Has crummy fear inside where she couldn’t express.

Walking to her room yet stopped in the hallway.

Found her feet, trembling on half way.

She locked in a room and fell down on the floor.

Clenched her arms with both hands

Gently sat behind the door.

Eyes filled with tears whereas heart with your darkness.

The pain was frail to store.
Then the darkness has turned in her soul.

She drifts away from the entire world.
And abandoned the affliction and darkness to another world.

Sound of Soul

When this cold air passes through me

Pledge withstanding feelings and I were grinning myself.

 Diminishing grief out of the life

 Awaiting for the good things to arise.

I lightly squeeze my heart and my heart beats suddenly dropped.

And feelings got consisted.

 I sat beneath the tree

The color and fragrance of your soul initiated intense feeling in me.

I stray from the reason that I was untold

And grief myself bearing that dolour which my heart defies to hold.

 I Wish I could stop here

 Rather exhausting me to somewhere.

It’s not a myth created by me.

However, it was a verity that grasp herself.

Monsoon Season

Hey,did anyone like this season ? Would you like to get wet ?

              And for me this is the season I love to get wet
              Each drop arouse me from my fate...

             Sky is filled with dark clouds
            And the Peoples are expecting the sun to rise.

           Walking down to the street with that cold air
           Wow, it bless my heart with glace sound which I discern across my ear.

           I sat on a couch with cappuccino
          Enjoying the coffee and i gaze towards the delightful rain drops.

          Instantly I sneak out from the house
          Extending my both hands and the head towards the sky
          It goes down,touching my face and I started dancing with the rain.

        #Smita Subba
             Darjeeling